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Thursday, October 23, 2008 Why is it, Whatever I do in life I see your shadow lingers Why is it Whereever I go There will be parts of you there What am I Am I not worthy of you? Who am I Have I lost myself? I would do anything Just to forget you I would go anywhere To places without you But do I have a choice? I'm stuck in this trench Unable to crawl out Unable to escape What have I left, Just memories of you That lingers in my soul Haunt me in my sleep I don't want to think of you anymore. I really don't. Everytime when i have news about you, I feel myself not myself again. I wan to be happy. I wan to be merry, hence the name JellyBeMerry. I am naive. I can't do it. As much as I tried, I simply can't. Granted, It's just a short period. A 4 months period. But it has taken a toll much more tougher than the one I had for 3 years. Why is that so? I've put in too much. Silly me. I should'nt have known you in the first place. I shouldnt have stepped in that place. I never liked that kind of places, why did i choose to go. If i hadn't, none of these shyts would have happened. I blame myself. I hate myself. I just want to go away. Leave my home, my area, my country, my life. It's passive I know, something that I would not do last time. But I can't take it anymore. I wan find solace in LIFE. if I couldn't, perhaps there's only solace in DEATH. FCK IT. THAT'S IT, JUST TAKE ME AWAY. JellyBeMerry 7:12 PM |
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